I
was out to dinner recently with a man who observed of a mutual friend:
“He’s a cipher. He just stands there and doesn’t speak.” He felt our
friend did not pull his weight in social situations. I countered that
there were participatory ways of saying nothing; that I experienced our
friend’s silence as encouragement to display, for his appreciation and
scrutiny, the more typically hidden parts of myself.
The
narrator of Rachel Cusk’s lethally intelligent novel, “Outline,” is a
cipher who inspires other people to confess. In her presence, they
divulge stories about their wives and husbands and mistresses, their
parents and children and careers. The narrator’s bio, meanwhile, remains
faintly sketched. She is a woman. She lives in London. She is the
mother of more than one child. She is divorced. She is a novelist
teaching a summer writing course in Greece.
Cusk,
who has written three memoirs, shares basic life details (English,
novelist, mother, divorced) with her narrator, meaning this novel joins
the ranks of recent novels by writers whose portrayals of the self skew
the boundary between autobiography and fiction. Aside from these
quasi-generic data points, however, we acquire few additional facts
about the narrator. The most telling personal detail she reveals is her
desire to “find a different way of living in the world,” one that
involves coming “to believe more and more in the virtues of passivity,
and of living a life as unmarked by self-will as possible.”
Still,
stuff happens to her. The novel documents the narrator’s social
encounters as she flies from London to Athens, teaches her writing
classes, meets people for dinner, goes for boat rides. (Perhaps the
novel with which “Outline” shares a bit more genetic material is J. M.
Coetzee’s “Elizabeth Costello,” a portrait of a writer assembled via
her lectures on topics such as realism and eros, in which the chapters
are called, with some irony, I think, “lessons.”) During these
encounters, the narrator does not appear to interact with people as much
as absorb their stories. She’s the invisible interlocutor — the medium.
Being with her, one man tells her, “reminded him of episodes in his own
life he had not thought of for many years.”
While
the narrator is rarely alone, reading “Outline” mimics the sensation of
being underwater, of being separated from other people by a substance
denser than air. But there is nothing blurry or muted about Cusk’s
literary vision or her prose: Spend much time with this novel and you’ll
become convinced she is one of the smartest writers alive. Her
narrator’s mental clarity can seem so hazardously penetrating, a reader
might fear the same risk of invasion and exposure.
Cusk
is also — this sounds ridiculous — but she is also noticeably an adult.
She writes about adult topics with sagacity and authority. Well-worn
subjects — adultery, divorce, ennui — become freshly menacing under her
gaze.
Among
the many striking tensions in this novel — in which people do nothing
but talk — is how quiet it is. During her social encounters, the
narrator filters out most of her questions and remarks. While we hear
almost nothing but her voice, we rarely witness her using it. She is not
only disembodied from her life — her children, back in London, do not
regularly preoccupy her — she feels to be without a body, neutered. This
redaction reads as emotional survival. Following what we assume to be
many unspecified romantic disappointments, she says that she is “not
interested in a relationship with any man, not now and probably not ever
again.”
But
it might also read as a strategy born from experience — the narrator’s
and maybe, too, the author’s. Cusk, who has written memoirs about her
years as a young mother (“A Life’s Work”) and about her divorce
(“Aftermath”), tends to inspire both adulation and fury. Her failure to
be properly indoctrinated into the “cult” (as she calls it) of
motherhood earned her the distinction of “the first literary Bad Mother”
(impressively beating out Medea, Sylvia Plath and Doris Lessing, i.e.
no mean feat); “Aftermath,” meanwhile, in part explores the breakdown of
her marriage and her struggle to reconcile her personal experiences
with the feminist ideology. As she said in an interview with The
Guardian following the publication of “Aftermath,” “Sex, marriage,
motherhood, work, domesticity: it is through living these things that
the politics of being a woman are expressed, and I labor this point
because it is important to understand that the individual nature of
experience is at odds — or should reserve the right to be — with any
public discourse.”
That
Cusk struggles with emotional versus intellectual (and private versus
public) gender pressures and desires is what makes her work both
incendiary and divisive. She is willing to say what is true for some —
ergo true — and complicated but is often neither politic nor pretty. (I
found “A Life’s Work” both revelatory and maddening; Cusk provides
herself no special dispensations, but she can sometimes seem a bit
naïvely flummoxed by the comparative luxury of her bad situation.) In
the preamble to the Guardian interview, Cusk’s interlocutor writes that
she has “told of her experience of being a woman in a manner that is in
no way comforting. Women writers do not tend to do this and get away
with it.”
A
while back, the writer Rivka Galchen, visiting a writing seminar of
mine, was asked by a student why she made the main character of her
novel “Atmospheric Disturbances” a man. She replied that if her
emotionally remote and highly cerebral narrator were a woman, that
narrator would be called unlikable at best, unbelievable at worst.
Galchen’s suspicions were confirmed when, six years later and in this
publication, David Bezmozgis reviewed her second book, “American
Innovations,” a collection of short stories narrated by emotionally
remote, highly cerebral women. In one story, a woman “flees to Mexico
City, leaving behind a husband and daughter who factor minimally.” The
narrator calls home and does not ask about her daughter, because she
tells herself that children are “very resilient and flexible, and one
shouldn’t let other people tell one otherwise.” Bezmozgis asks, “Is it
plausible that a mother would feel this way?” He clearly doesn’t think
so.
Cusk’s
narrator — who has left home, whose family factors minimally — renders
inane such incredulity by reproducing the stories of both men and women
as a means of hinting toward her own. By freeing the narrator of a body,
the novel allows readers to accept a more complex portrait of a person —
a self instead of a set of gender stereotypes. The result is a
heartbreaking portrait of poise, sympathy, regret and rage, and with
this book, Cusk suggests a powerful alternate route for the
autobiographical novel. She is too skeptical and thorough, however, not
to interrogate her indirect methods of “self” presentation. At one
point, a woman with whom the narrator is sharing an Athens apartment
addresses the perils of choosing silence, asking, “If people were silent
about the things that had happened to them, was something not being
betrayed, even if only the version of themselves that had experienced
them?” As “Outline” nevertheless proves, what’s documented is as telling
as what is left out. The silent are as voluble as those who speak.
Reading Cusk’s novel, I was reminded of a Dick Cavett anecdote about his
Montauk neighbor Andy Warhol, who kept two tape recorders running in
his backyard. Cavett inquired about the presence of the second tape
recorder; was it in case the first machine broke? No, Warhol supposedly
responded. The one is recording the other.
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